I can't be bothered to sugarcoat anything I say. Quite honestly, I'm just dealing with life as it comes at me. Every day is the same and I'm trying to get out of this funk. Lately, I've invested my time in the gym. I use those few hours to focus on my mind and body, which has been helping me cope and heal. Usually painting helps me through my depression and keep my mental health in check, but this time it's different. I mean, I want to paint. I have so many ideas but I don't know what idea is worth committing to. Being an artist is so much more than people think they know. It's about being in tune with the world and who you are as a person. It's about being aware of your self and your environment. All of these factors contribute to an artist's input in a painting because it is more than a brushstroke that leaves an imprint on the canvas.
Oh.. the life of a creative. I knew it was going to be rough and all kinds of crazy but deep down, I know this will be worth it. I just have to "trust the process".
Anyway, here's to trusting the process. After all, it's all I've got.
Oh.. the life of a creative. I knew it was going to be rough and all kinds of crazy but deep down, I know this will be worth it. I just have to "trust the process".
Anyway, here's to trusting the process. After all, it's all I've got.
- Miilo